Happy New Year, 2012

Haha I wonder how some people can update their blogs daily. Definitely I’m a loser in this case. I can only do it so for 12 days (referring to my previous blog).

Thought of updating it every day to remember my last 31 days of 24. Neway, nothing special happens throughout the period. Had more conflicts and problems. The one best thing is my holiday plan is successful. I’m going to Langkawi for 4 days with my sister. 

It will definitely be a great escape for both of us! Can’t wait for it!!!!! I can already imagine the feel of breathing fresh air, walking along the sandy beach, sea breeze, sounds of waves, feel of the crystal clear water under my feet, breathtaking sunset. Oh! I really can’t wait for it already.

Hope everything goes well. Since it’s already 31/12/2011, I’m wishing everyone a Happy New Year. Have a AWESOME 2012! :D

12122011

Another sick day! I did nothing except taking enough rest. Slept well. And also find some time to do my slides for tomorrow's presentation! I thought of postpone it to some other day. But then again, what to delay?  I have my findings and the slides are prepared. So just do the best.

It has been more than a year since my last presentation. Most probably I would have lost all my skills. So tomorrow will be a good day for me to test it. Hopefully, I will be fit (physically) enough to do it.

Wish me luck!

08122011 - 11122011

Going through pretty bad health recently. Loss all my energy and appetite due to food poisoning. My body becoming very vulnerable to foreign matter. And seriously, I'm getting very weak. Hope to more bed rest. But that's impossible with working life. Took one day MC. But it's not doing any good. Hope to get well soon.

07122011

Such a tiring and exhausting day. A lot of things on pending. I got to work on two projects. First, to come up with standards of operation in Architec room (disease detection room). Second, from my Managing Director to do more research on the structures of amniotic membrane.

The first task is in drafting process. Tomorrow I have meeting with my supervisor and lab manager. Hope everything will go well. Later on I have to start my second task. The very interesting one :)

06122011

 Suffering from insomnia!  From last night. My eyes were wide awake till my alarm rang at 0530. I was very restless and tired. But surprisingly I had a really good and interesting day at work. First of all, we had few samples. So by 1200 we were settled with our processing.

 Later on, our Managing Director, Dato Sharon low pay a visit to lab. She brought a real human embryo sac just for us to get a better picture on how to withdraw cord blood from umbilical cord. It was thick tissues with lots of blood vessels. I actually touched (with gloves) and feel the structures of umbilical cord. It was very rubberish yet very strong. It really need sharp surgical scissors to cut it off. Besides, we also examine the amniotic membrane. It was as though it made of thick fibers plus mesh of flexible membranes. It was very stretchable and flexible. It really took quite force just to tear it off. Other than this, we examine placenta. It provides nutrient and oxygen to fetus during pregnancy. So, we can see a lot of thick tissues with lots of blood vessels. At one point, the structures look a bit like brain (but not as pale as brain).

Well being a Biomedical Technologist, doesn’t expose us to events behind the scenes especially the procedures involved in withdrawing blood from umbilical cord when the baby born. Hence, today experience was really great. It just makes me to appreciate the very nature of human being. I just wonder how much of force and pain a mother should have to go through during the labor pain. It really seems very scary now.

I was very excited and curious during the whole procedure. But only later on, I got the effect. I can’t have my food. I was kept on thinking about the structures. I felt a lump at my throat throughout the evening. Hahaha side effect I guess. Luckily, I was not a doctor.

05122011

Hahahaha! A Day for shopping!!! Finally, I had a day off after hectic four days of working. Really had a good sleep till midday J. Then, went to Jusco to buy groceries and also to look for pants. Surprisingly, I figured out today that I’m lose a lot lately especially on the lower part of the body! I’m losing my ASS, which once WAS my asset!!!!!! None of the slim cut pants looks nicer without nice butt! 

Somewhat by end of the day, I had found 2 suitable pants for casual and office wear. Need to prepare for tomorrow work (mentally). One day off is not enough for me. I’m really hope that  I can do more on-calls starting from next months which is better than my noon or morning shift. Can get extra 100 bucks. Oh, talking about money, I remembered something! I need to do my budget for this month. huhuhu

04122011

  

Bad day altogether! (I’m wondering why there are continues bad events taking place from the moment I started this countdown!) Insecurities and misunderstandings are the major culprits in my relationship. Had few problems lately. Seriously, don’t know how to handle it. Taking one step at a time. Sometimes I wish I could escape from all of this.

Woke up feeling bad. And I was frustrated that I got to work on Sunday as well. So as usual I get ready to work. At LRT station a foreigner (Bangladeshi, I assume) was acting weirdly! He was neither a student nor worker. He was wearing formally. So I thought he was going to church or etc. Suddenly he came little bit closer and was staring at my handbag. The place was very crowded. So somewhat I braved myself and stay close to a group of students.

In the train, he was continuously staring at me and my bag. It was so obvious that people around me started to notice. Once I reached my station, KLCC I quickly try to get down. I felt someone was pushing from behind. I hold on to my handbag tightly. As soon as I came out of train, a passenger from the train itself (male) pushed that foreigner claiming that he was the one who pushed the crowd. Sooner it turns out to be a fight! Without delaying I quickly mixed with a huge crowd just to get away from this stranger.

Once I got out of the station, I took a deep breath. Luckily, the fight took place! It gave me a chance to escape! If it otherwise, I could not imagine what would have happen. Worst come to worst, he would have snatched my bag or ………..

I really hope I could forget all this and have a good night rest hoping that tomorrow will be a good day for me. (crossing my fingers)

03122011

Pretty bad day!

1.        Went late for work due to some technical problem with the LRT ~sign of bad day ahead.

2.       16 samples but only 2 people working L.  Start processing around 0730 and everything completed at 1600. Yes, and that’s working without any breakfast o lunch break! Felt so exhausted that I can’t able to stand a minute after 1600.

3.       Thought of checking out sales in Suria KLCC (pretty good offer), but it was a huge crowd everywhere due to UMNO meeting! So plan cancelled!

Good thing

1.       Took a week off starting from 1^st January till 7^th January

2.       Planning for a holiday in Krabi or Phuket. Yeay!

Countdown to my 25th b'day - 02122011

Exactly, 30 days from now on, I will be 25 years old! Like freaking 25! How I wish I can stop aging (just like Bella) at the age of 24. Or at least I hope my biological clock will stop! ! What I had achieved so far? A lot of things are buzzing in m mind now!

The only thing I had achieved at the age of 24 is finding a perfect career. A career which I loved and had passion since I’m 17. But I know I had developed and changed the way I think. Although it is not something everyone can see in a glance. 

Working life had taught me to be tough, independent, creative and etc. I was so naïve when I first started my working life. But now, I know which trail to follow, who to believe and what to do. Frankly speaking I’m looking for more challenges in my working life. And that what exactly I’m expecting more in coming years to strengthen myself and broaden my thinking. Got a task for the moment! Hope to excel well.

There are so much of differences me at the age of 23 and me the age of 24. So I’m going to note down each and everything that will happen in my last thirty days of 24. Hopefully it will be exciting and be something memorable!

Relaxing day

What is your definitions of relaxing day? Is it waking up late in the noon n do nothing at all? O do things you enjoy all day without any disturbance? Or etc... For me, my perfect day is my relaxing day:D.

There will be this warm sunshine in my room every morning to awake me from my sweet dreams. Sensitive to light, so there will be me with my blanket trying to hide away from it and catch up with my dreams. After around an hour of battle, I’ll give up and will find a will to get up from my warm bed.

I have sharp senses. I love nice smell in morning. I love fresh citrus smell or fresh ocean breeze smell or simple lavender aromatherapy smell (which I’m using currently). I love the way how the smell kindle with my senses and creating the very HAPPY mode. If u could ever trigger this happy mode (scientifically speaking, it is the hormone serotonin I’m talking about) ta dahh, u will only have a PERFECT day and I can guarantee you it will be your best day.

Simple stretch out just to release any tension in muscle from last night sleep. Then brush teeth n etc. Since kid, I have this habit of turning the tv on early morning especially in weekends to catch up with few cartoons. I’m not a hypocrite. I’ll admit that until now I do watch cartoons. Sometime I have to fight with my sister just to catch up with few episodes of Sponge Bob. Tom and Jerry, Looney Toons, Pink Panther and some classic cartoons are my favorites. There goes another an hour laughing my heart out at my favorite show. I simply enjoy the chillness of morning and I snuggle a while in my warm bed just to get heat while watching it. Girls they’ll always need something warm in the morning.

There comes another moment to stimulate my other sense. Taste bud! My perfect breakfast will be coffee with freshly baked apricot plus sunflower seed bread. It’s from Cake Sense. One of the tastiest bread I ever tasted! Skimming through newspaper of the day or facebooking while having my delicious breakfast will just spice up everything.

Pampering myself is also one of my agenda in my relaxing day. Applying body scrub while massaging the body, or just soak the tired foot in warm water or just put on the newly bought face mask from Body Shop will just do fine. There is something about pampering yourself. It makes you calm and extremely makes you feel good about yourself. It creates a positive look and you’ll start admiring everything especially this very moment where you can enjoy and do anything you like.

If you are staying with your loved ones, then just the presence of them by your side will simply brighten your day.

Lovey dovey mode turned on ;)

Haha… Bluey month with lil cute bluey things! The only happy blue. Still don’t know whom I’m talking about? It’s the little cute Smurf friends!!! Haha, I can see “ ohw, my Smurf reaction” lol!!!

That’s not what I want to write now although I bet u can see a lil bit of smurfy language here and there. I’m going to write about my euphoria feeling for the guy I’m in love with. Definitely it’s gonna be boring if you are not a lovey dovey person or in lovey dovey mood. So I’m warning you early not to continue.

Here is the thing about my guy. He is not so romantic but intense, we rarely control each other life, less calls but when he did his voice, concern or care is overwhelming. Simply put he had it all to make me go crazy.

What so intriguing about him? What made me fall so deeply for him? I’m still smurfing looking for the answer! haha … Is it the way he always look at me. Or is it the husky voice I always love to hear. Or is it the somewhat muscular + toned body. Or is it his character which sometimes can cause me to go on roller coaster ride. Or his sense of humor although sometimes he can be such an irritating species. Or his flirty message. Or the way he always makes me want him no matter what. All I know is he is my best friend and we know each other for more than 10 years. But the romantic relationship somewhat started 3 years ago. We can’t take it to next level because both of us still settling down. He is continuing his degree and I’m just found my dream profession. It is still a long way to go for us before we become financially stable and settle down. But I’m not going to worry about that. Because I’m enjoying the whole journey towards that goal where till death do us apart. Even if we did’nt not make it to that point, the memory of this is way beautiful to be treasured for eternity.

Another weird thing is the chemistry and the comfort I felt whenever he is around. I can feel the swinging heart beat and the blood rush which creates the type of euphoria like you are on top of the world. The simple flirting and playful seducing where at the end we both end up laughing at each other. ~ a bit annoying sometime~ Besides, I can be myself. With shorts and simple tee. Without make up, without any fear of what he might think or feel or will he like my flawed skin. People say the comfort and chemistry will build up as we see or live with each other but for us we only meet few months once. Yet it always feels like we lived 10 years together. Hmmmm weirdly the feeling is also the same even after our greatest fight (like no contact or no nothing for 7 months – my previous emo blog is also referring to the same person I’m talking here.)

I really hope there will be a happy ending for this. ~keep fingers crossed~. If it doesn’t then God might have a great plan for me! Life goes on as usual. But I like to live in present without the fear of past or puzzle of future. So now I’m soooooo smurfing in love with him!

Something cool

Are you sick of hearing non-sense songs all the day? Especially the one from the artist you hated most like Justin B or etc! Have u ever felt u could own a radio station that only plays your favourite artists or favourite songs? Now here is the solution! JANGO!!!!!!!  

No, no it’s not some kind of fancy word or jargons! That’s the website that could solve your problems! You can create your own radio station and listen to it all night long! No charge, no nothing! Very simple! Just log in using your facebook account or create your own account and that’s it! You can select your favourite artist (no limit) and hear your favourite music all day long! I’m not promoting it and I ain’t getting anything for it! But still I’m sharing this because I find it very cool!

Enjoy! J

Something special from my dearest cousin :D

dedicated to my awesome cousins...
Jaya Sutha Emmqay Dev Dewa Logeshan Letchumanan DhaNee Laksh EmmqayThivvya Emmqay Pravin Kanna

the strength of my life
in this fast paced life
there are so many things 
that may go out of control...
and at this moment of our lives...
there are some people who are
always ready to help and support us....
these are the people we trust and can
never live without...
in my life...these people are...
my cousins...
well..i am the kind of person who never
listens to advices...and my cousins
they know that..but anyhow..they make me listen to them..
even when they know that i am not listening...
when the day that all my hopes fall of my expectations...
is when i realized that whatever they have been saying is true..
i regret all the disagreements with them..
but they still approach me with a smile on
their faces and help me work it through the day...
and present me with the warm comfort...
as the only child in my family...
it is lonely and bored..
but my cousins never made me feelthat way...
they make me smile..no matter
what the day brings me...
because...the happiness they give me
is larger than anything on earth...
love you guys!!!!


Kayshaa Emmqay

This very precious! :) n I will love them always :D

My paradise....

Back again. I told tht i’ll update about my bird nest soon. So this is my “bird nest”. My own hiding place / comfort zone. It is my heaven.

One of the view from my room. Very impressive structures n love the the whole location.

This is my room. The pink reflection is from the curtain. It really creates a very homey mood when I got up in the morning despite the fact that some time this colour is way too bright that I can't sleep till midday on my off day!

  This is my combined bed. hehe .. Two single bed = One queen sized bed ;)

My messy room. My room, My mess, My business! lol   

Cool view of KL city. Sadly I don't have a SLR to get sharp image. will get it soon :D

And that's all. There will be more to come. I get a great sunset view from my room. It is just that I won't be home by then to captured it. Will get it soon :)

Back Again n This Time ALIVE with Wonderful Stories! :)

So far this year has been one of the most unpredictable year in my life. Drastic changes took over now and then. Some was bad and some is really good. From January to May, it had been my worst nightmare of the year. And beginning of June I can already see good things happenings around me. From now on the positive side of me will take control of my life! N I'm all glad about it.

Bad job, sucky employer, family problems, unnecessary arguments in relationship n etc (the list goes on n on n on) were my bad experiences throughout the half of the year. And now, new job, relationship, new environment, recovery from family problems are some of the exciting elements that made this June the most anticipated month of the year 2011.

I’m working as Biomedical Technologist in Stemlife. It is my new job in very established company. Being a Biotechnology graduate, I really went through so many obstacles to get a suitable job for myself. I was unemployed for nearly 5 months before I was appointed as a Food Technologist.  For the truth, I know nuts about food industry or about the job scope. Due to my desperation I just took the job and there started my journey to hell! Working more than 12 hours per day, routine job, employer who does not care about worker’s welfare( not me but how she/he treated other workers), tremendously stupid company policy and rules and regulation and etc.

On the fifth month, I started finding for job ; Updated my resume and skills again. It took me around 3 weeks before I really get the type of job I wanted. And after successful interview and blood screening they (Stemlife) offered me the position. From that on, my life took a different direction. I got a chance to experience the Metropolitan lifestyle. Being in KL and working some where it only takes 5 mins to get to KLCC is superbly cool ( yeah, because my previous company located somewhat in hideous place where those who will come to visit me will definitely get lose). Kl sky scrapers such as KL tower, Twin Tower, Maxis and so on are neighborhood for my company! Aren’t that really cool?

 Now my day starts watching all these beautiful buildings standing high and undeniably gorgeous. It always motivates me to have high goals. I also have nice working colleagues, flexible working hours (but sometimes have to work on weekend too), ample of rest and off days and the most important thing is everyday is a learning day. I need to keep my imagination high again n of course refresh whatever I’ve learnt throughout my degree. I just love every element of my new job. Altogether it is like I have found my treasure after a rough journey.

The next blog will be about my coolest but expensive room. Hopefully I can upload all the pics J

My New Addiction

This Tamil song from movie named Sarvam had infected me as a viral fever. It just can't be taken out of my mind. I still can hear the music and visualized the scenes. It just sooooooooo romantic. I have an english translation too. It will be good if you can get the real meaning of the song. It just AWESOME. Enjoy :)

You & me

My life was complete in the hands of the 5 most beloved people

You took one from me and said “you survive with it”

It was not easy but I did survived. I strive the lost and the consequences of it.

And guess what, I had passed through it successfully although it hurts to the core of my heart.

I was happy again. The world was a lovely place to live with. I met great souls and minds which

fascinated me, supported me and loved me most.

I was happy

Then, one day this soul needed a new love. Not mother’s love, sibling’s love, relative’s love nor

friend’s love.

It needed a new love.

A man’s love.

How would it be to be loved by a guy?

A guy that sincerely gives his heart to u.

A guy who will take care of you and be there for you.

A guy who will comfort you when you are down

A guy who will make your heart leap when you see him

A guy who will bring a smile to your face without saying anything

A guy who will accept you and love you just the way you are

The soul started to search for this guy.

And it found one.

A guy who was with me all the while but I did not realise he was there for me.

A guy who tried so hard to convey his feelings but I did not know of his existence.

Things started to change once I realized his feeling.

One conversation at midnight changed my life forever.

I fell in love

Deeply in love with a guy whom I thought I knew him long enough to safely fell in love with him

That was a most loveliest feeling one can ever feel

The butterflies flatters in my stomach whenever I see him is beyond any scientific explanation

The chemistry I felt was so intriguing and magnificent to an extent I can even wake from my deep

sleep to wait for his call or text.

And guess what,he will exactly call a minute later which is unexplainable. Not once but many times.

Then, I know he was the soul mate I waited for long.

I confessed my feeling for him,

Bring down the wall around my heart for him to see it

Let him win over me

I know he is the end of my life.

And this will be forever.

I was at the top of the world.

But that never last long.

You see, Someone (God) up there just could not stand watch me having a happy life.

He wants all my love for Him only.

So, He turned over everything

Everything became a mistake

I should have left him chased me more.

I should not have fell for him so easily

He went away.

The more I fell for him, the far he went away

Communication broke down between us

Things started to get sour

My world went upside down

All this happened without any reason.

He backed off

No reasons was given

No words was spoken

No nothing

I wonder what went wrong

After all and after everything when everything supposed to bloom perfectly he should not have did

this to me

My heart was torn in two.

I bleed day and night

Still I survived.

I swallowed the lump in my throat and gathered the pieces of my broken heart

To put my feet on something more solid

The reality.

It is enough of me sailed through the ocean of imagination in the ship of love.

It was pleasant journey at beginning but when a storm strike my ship sunk

Not even love is strong enough to survive that storm

But even in this darkness I found the light

The courage to be Me again

Yes, I did survived that.

 But the pain and disappointment were still there.

I know life had to move on

There are people who depend on me now

They had done their best to raise me up

Now it is my turn to keep them happy and comfortable

For this I will swallow this pain and get back to my life

After months of hard work, my life had finally settled

I was a career woman

A woman with a job and also some major responsibilities

A woman with everything but not the love she yearns for.

She still waits for him thinking he just needed some time to adapt to the changes.

Haha, guess what she was dreaming again

A day came when I got to know that he was in relationship

Then I realized that all this while I have not accept the reality

I cheated myself to forget the pain he left

Now he is gone forever

And this time I believe strongly that I will survive again!!!!

And to the Man up there, this is what I want to tell you

No matter what come up in my life

Be it a storm or tsunami or anything

I Will Not Ever Give Up On My Life nor On You!

There will be a day for You to realize that You had played enough game on me

And Now it is time to stop all that

And give this girl the life and love she needed.

Till then I will only say

“I Will Survive”

Saint de Valentin’s curse?

I glanced around and saw two couples exchanged their gifts of love, another were having lovely candle light dinner, the gifts shops and restaurants were decorated lovely and everywhere else you turn there was a sparks of love! But not in my direction.  People only can view my sad, tired and exhausted face! Yesterday had been a hell of day for me!  We were driving to Klang General Hospital. My brother met accident while on his way to Klang and we got this news early 13.02.2011 morning.

We kept on hearing so many things about his condition from different sources. And that really freaked us out! He is my only brother and could be the only boy I love more than anything else! I just can’t afford to lose anything! And he is also my very first best friend!

My mum and I rushed to Klang General Hospital where he was admitted! We were relieved only after saw him with our very own eyes! He had minor head injuries due to the impact and his veins connecting his thumb on left and right hands were damaged. The operation was scheduled on 14.02.2011. But we did not want to continue his treatment in Klang GH. Basically we had far too many “good” experiences through relatives or friends regarding the quality of treatment in Government hospitals! Putting all this in our mind, we asked them to transfer him to private hospitals. But we can’t get the approval of the Medical Officers! All of them were busy with their cases and were in and out Operation Theatre. And there were only few M.O’s to refer to! We were lost! Although we had everything to give him better treatment, just because of the hospitals terrible management we can’t transfer him to any hospitals. We kept on informing the other doctors and nurses to inform the M.O in charge and all they did was asked us to WAIT! We waited so long for the M.O’s to get their asses out of their O.T but they did not even meet us even after their operation! I was so frustrated.

No appetite to eat, no mood to talk and all of us were grieving inside! I was hiding my grieving and sadness behind my eyes just to give my mum the strength and the courage that he will be alright! And besides all this, my “ex-dad” was there too. It has been solid 7 years since I talked to him lastly. He broke all my dreams of a perfect family when he married another woman. He brought so many sadness and exhausting experiences in my life! And I had to face all these at a very young age! As young as 15! Every other teenagers of my age were having fun with their teen life while I was grieving in my own world! But I learnt a lot! To be tough, to be independent, to be mature and practical about life and also to not trust anyone so easily when it comes to love! Since then (may be until now) it had been very hard for me to give any man a place in my heart. What a past life! Every of my dark memories flooding back! But I was given no choice. We got to stand together as family! At least for my brother! Because there wasn’t much can be done by my mum nor me! May be there are some limitation of things that can be done by woman alone! Or maybe it just a fate that brought all of us together on the eve of Valentine’s Day. I wonder how my mum felt that time?

I was emotionally exhausted! But for the moment I’m just hoping that my brother will get well soon and hope his operation will be successful! I just need to be stronger than ever! Oh God, please give me everything that it takes to get through this phase!

My Trip To Penang with My Bestie :)

We reached Penang around 5pm after a hectic jam in North - South Highway (Supposed to reach 3 pm). Danny fetched us. We hit his apartment, relaxing, chatting and catch up on whatever we had missed for almost two years! ( gosh that's long !!). And the trip began.......

Oh yeah, this is in Soho! A pub with good home-made food and great entertainment. Also discovered a new talent in me ;). I can play pool! weehaaa!

Oh, this is Shal - in action! Love her expression! Full of wildness :D

Day 2 started with Dim Sum. Good meal :)

One of the interesting shops! I wonder who in the earth will wear this except night club dancers! hmmmm...

Me love this telephone booth since I was a kid! 

Cute Beca!

Love this art and the hidden person lol :P

Free delivery for lunch :)

It is really nice to spend wonderful time with ur besties and buddies! ( from left Nadia, Danny, me n Shal)

Trip ended with hot dances!!! *wink*wink* (from left Nadia, Rubi, me n Shal)

This trip is a ticket for us (me n Shal) to get out of our stressful life. It had been simple, relaxing and beautiful. Hope to have more fun trips next time :) 

Sick again!

It has been a while since I got any cold, fever or sore throat. But this new disease - FOOD POISONING (my personal medical history) is torturing me! Now, I really have to think twice if I wants to grab any fried stuff from hawker's stall. Seriously, I'm somewhat became phobia to hawker's food. Because this is the second time I got food poisoning in 3 months period (last was in December) and it won't cure until I get a jab!

This whole feeling of being food poisoned is not a good feeling! I will be dehydrated due to diarrhea and continuous vomiting with every consumption of fluid! So nothing can be taken orally! Jab is the only option to stop my vomiting and save me from severe dehydration! Hmmm..... what a sensitive stomach! Now i crave for good meals. Lost my appetite due to this! Only having plain porridge or bread for the moment!

 I wonder how long I can survive with this.

Terrible Annual Dinner I Ever Had!

Haha...... I have been through a lot since I started to work in that particular company. But this one was one of the worst memories.  

Company’s annual dinner is done usually to appreciate the contribution of employee. So for that, I have seen the employer goes all the way to make it a grand event or at least special for his people! But the dinner I went, annual dinner I suppose was more of simple 8 course dinner. No speech of appreciation, no event, and etc.

 They held it in a restaurant, co-ventured with other companies I guess (coz there were more people that I have not met, n I know there is no other branch)! Everyone went in, the courses started n end of 8^th courses the boss said hi and bye and thanked everyone to be there!

I’m not being a critic here. But from what I have seen as a employee ( Food Technologist) of the company I think the operators deserve way more than that! It is not that the company is running in loss! Being a small company with employees less than 100 and revenues that could exceed rm100,000 per month from the production, I personally feel that it should have been more than a simple dinner! And the worst part is the food is not even tasty! At least they could have done it in more private place or should have made sure that the food served was good!

I swear to myself that I’m not going for that company’s annual dinner anymore! It is simply because I don’t want to erase the beautiful memory I had from other annual dinners which had been way bizarre and special than this with all my besties! The only best thing I got for making an effort to attend this dinner was the lucky draw! I got cash of RM 288.00. That made my day! lol

One of my very romantic imagination made into film!

Well i'm not a really romantic person. Perhaps I could be! but I didn't have much experience being with a partner or been there in any romantic situation! But it is usual for girls ( at least me) to imagine romantic stuff when they were alone. Like the very sweet romantic walk during sunsets, candlelights dinner, sitting by a lake side during full moon and stary night and etc. Well this video was one of my very romantic imagination. i was taken back when I came across this scene while watching the twelveth episodes of Vampire Diaries season 2! It was such a beautiful scene. The sun, horses, on top of hills in your loved ones arms. Hmmm it just perfect. Look at chemistry they were in! It's lovely! I just can't help it but i'm keep on watching it again and again!

Collection of cute notes

Ø 
Dear Parents. Jasmine was in a relationship with a dirty homeless boy named Aladdin. Snow White lived alone with 7 men. Pinnochio was a liar. Robin Hood was a thief. Tarzan walked around without clothes on. A stranger kissed sleeping beauty and she married him. Cinderella lied and snuck out at night to attend a party. You can't blame us. We were taught to rebel since a young age.

Ø 
Yes... 
I'm a girl
I push doors that clearly say PULL
I laugh harder when I try to explain why I'm laughing.
I walk into a room and [forget] why I was there
I count on my fingers in math class
I try to accomplish things with time still on the microwave
I wish for Love every 11:11,
[I][Lie][Sometimes] to hide the pain 
I say its a long story when it's really not 
I fall in love too hard too fast
all I want is to kiss you in the rain
-YES-I'M-A-GIRL-
but thats more than it seems...

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Katy Perry shot fireworks from her chest which made Usher scream "OMG" so loud that Rihanna became mentally retarded and then walked around saying 'What's My Name.' Well, Willow Smith became so annoyed she threatened to Whip Her Hair at Rihanna if she didn't stop. So Bruno Mars got so mad he threw a grenade at her. But then Ke$ha, defending Willow, said We R Who We R! So they started fighting and everyone backed up, but Eminem came in, saying 'I'm Not Afraid' saving the world, then Nelly woke up and said, "Phew, it was just a dream!!" (: ☺

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Today my 7 year old cousin gave her 5 year old brother a kiss on the cheek. After she walked away, I saw him rubbing the spot where she had kissed him. I asked if he was wiping the kiss off. He said "no, I'm rubbing in it so it gets to my heart faste

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I am a girl. When I'm not around people I wear huge tshirts and sweatpants,no make up, dont brush my hair, i drink out of the orange juice carton, I watch random crap on TV...like if you're one of those girls who acts like a guy sometimes

Ø  12 year old boy: Hey dad, I got a girlfriend! Dad: Good for you boy, I'm proud of you! 17 year old girl: Hey dad, I got a boyfriend!!! :D Dad: Oh no you didn't **loads up shotgun**

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We're all going to feel like we're in love at some point, we're all going to have our hearts broken once. At some point, we'll feel like we want to die, and another time in our lives, we'll want to burst of happiness. We'll make new friends and forget our other friends. You'll feel like you've been ignored at one point, and like you have too much attention at another. We'll all have that day when we think we look fantastic and a day when we think that we are the ugliest thing in the world.
Life has it's ups and downs, but it's totally worth it in the end.

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Lost your pen = no pen 
No pen = no notes 
No notes = no study 
No study = Fail 
Fail = no diploma 
No diploma = no work 
No work = no money 
No money = no food 
No food = skinny 
Skinny = ugly 
Ugly = no love 
No love = no marriage 
No marriage = no children 
No children = alone 
Alone = depression 
Depression = sickness 
Sickness = death 

Lesson: Don’t lose your pen, you will die ;) ====è I know it’s far fetch but like it though

And the romantic one! Very touchy

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True Love: A girl and a guy were speeding over 100mph on a deserted road on a motorcycle...
GIRL: "Slow down, we're going to fast. I'm scared!"
BOY: "Come on, don't worry. I know what i'm doing, your having fun right?"
GIRL: "NO. Please stop. I'm really scared!!!"
BOY: "Then tell me you love me
GIRL: "I LOVE YOU! now please slow down."
BOY: "Give me a hug"
*GIRL HUGS HIM*
BOY" "can you help me out here? take my helmet off me and put it on you? it's bugging me".
In the paper the next day...A motorcycle has crashed into a building due to break failure. Two people found, but only one survived. TRUTH... halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know...instead he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant he would die...that's TRUE LOVE♥