Relaxing day

What is your definitions of relaxing day? Is it waking up late in the noon n do nothing at all? O do things you enjoy all day without any disturbance? Or etc... For me, my perfect day is my relaxing day:D.

There will be this warm sunshine in my room every morning to awake me from my sweet dreams. Sensitive to light, so there will be me with my blanket trying to hide away from it and catch up with my dreams. After around an hour of battle, I’ll give up and will find a will to get up from my warm bed.

I have sharp senses. I love nice smell in morning. I love fresh citrus smell or fresh ocean breeze smell or simple lavender aromatherapy smell (which I’m using currently). I love the way how the smell kindle with my senses and creating the very HAPPY mode. If u could ever trigger this happy mode (scientifically speaking, it is the hormone serotonin I’m talking about) ta dahh, u will only have a PERFECT day and I can guarantee you it will be your best day.

Simple stretch out just to release any tension in muscle from last night sleep. Then brush teeth n etc. Since kid, I have this habit of turning the tv on early morning especially in weekends to catch up with few cartoons. I’m not a hypocrite. I’ll admit that until now I do watch cartoons. Sometime I have to fight with my sister just to catch up with few episodes of Sponge Bob. Tom and Jerry, Looney Toons, Pink Panther and some classic cartoons are my favorites. There goes another an hour laughing my heart out at my favorite show. I simply enjoy the chillness of morning and I snuggle a while in my warm bed just to get heat while watching it. Girls they’ll always need something warm in the morning.

There comes another moment to stimulate my other sense. Taste bud! My perfect breakfast will be coffee with freshly baked apricot plus sunflower seed bread. It’s from Cake Sense. One of the tastiest bread I ever tasted! Skimming through newspaper of the day or facebooking while having my delicious breakfast will just spice up everything.

Pampering myself is also one of my agenda in my relaxing day. Applying body scrub while massaging the body, or just soak the tired foot in warm water or just put on the newly bought face mask from Body Shop will just do fine. There is something about pampering yourself. It makes you calm and extremely makes you feel good about yourself. It creates a positive look and you’ll start admiring everything especially this very moment where you can enjoy and do anything you like.

If you are staying with your loved ones, then just the presence of them by your side will simply brighten your day.

Lovey dovey mode turned on ;)

Haha… Bluey month with lil cute bluey things! The only happy blue. Still don’t know whom I’m talking about? It’s the little cute Smurf friends!!! Haha, I can see “ ohw, my Smurf reaction” lol!!!

That’s not what I want to write now although I bet u can see a lil bit of smurfy language here and there. I’m going to write about my euphoria feeling for the guy I’m in love with. Definitely it’s gonna be boring if you are not a lovey dovey person or in lovey dovey mood. So I’m warning you early not to continue.

Here is the thing about my guy. He is not so romantic but intense, we rarely control each other life, less calls but when he did his voice, concern or care is overwhelming. Simply put he had it all to make me go crazy.

What so intriguing about him? What made me fall so deeply for him? I’m still smurfing looking for the answer! haha … Is it the way he always look at me. Or is it the husky voice I always love to hear. Or is it the somewhat muscular + toned body. Or is it his character which sometimes can cause me to go on roller coaster ride. Or his sense of humor although sometimes he can be such an irritating species. Or his flirty message. Or the way he always makes me want him no matter what. All I know is he is my best friend and we know each other for more than 10 years. But the romantic relationship somewhat started 3 years ago. We can’t take it to next level because both of us still settling down. He is continuing his degree and I’m just found my dream profession. It is still a long way to go for us before we become financially stable and settle down. But I’m not going to worry about that. Because I’m enjoying the whole journey towards that goal where till death do us apart. Even if we did’nt not make it to that point, the memory of this is way beautiful to be treasured for eternity.

Another weird thing is the chemistry and the comfort I felt whenever he is around. I can feel the swinging heart beat and the blood rush which creates the type of euphoria like you are on top of the world. The simple flirting and playful seducing where at the end we both end up laughing at each other. ~ a bit annoying sometime~ Besides, I can be myself. With shorts and simple tee. Without make up, without any fear of what he might think or feel or will he like my flawed skin. People say the comfort and chemistry will build up as we see or live with each other but for us we only meet few months once. Yet it always feels like we lived 10 years together. Hmmmm weirdly the feeling is also the same even after our greatest fight (like no contact or no nothing for 7 months – my previous emo blog is also referring to the same person I’m talking here.)

I really hope there will be a happy ending for this. ~keep fingers crossed~. If it doesn’t then God might have a great plan for me! Life goes on as usual. But I like to live in present without the fear of past or puzzle of future. So now I’m soooooo smurfing in love with him!

Something cool

Are you sick of hearing non-sense songs all the day? Especially the one from the artist you hated most like Justin B or etc! Have u ever felt u could own a radio station that only plays your favourite artists or favourite songs? Now here is the solution! JANGO!!!!!!!  

No, no it’s not some kind of fancy word or jargons! That’s the website that could solve your problems! You can create your own radio station and listen to it all night long! No charge, no nothing! Very simple! Just log in using your facebook account or create your own account and that’s it! You can select your favourite artist (no limit) and hear your favourite music all day long! I’m not promoting it and I ain’t getting anything for it! But still I’m sharing this because I find it very cool!

Enjoy! J

Something special from my dearest cousin :D

dedicated to my awesome cousins...
Jaya Sutha Emmqay Dev Dewa Logeshan Letchumanan DhaNee Laksh EmmqayThivvya Emmqay Pravin Kanna

the strength of my life
in this fast paced life
there are so many things 
that may go out of control...
and at this moment of our lives...
there are some people who are
always ready to help and support us....
these are the people we trust and can
never live without...
in my life...these people are...
my cousins...
well..i am the kind of person who never
listens to advices...and my cousins
they know that..but anyhow..they make me listen to them..
even when they know that i am not listening...
when the day that all my hopes fall of my expectations...
is when i realized that whatever they have been saying is true..
i regret all the disagreements with them..
but they still approach me with a smile on
their faces and help me work it through the day...
and present me with the warm comfort...
as the only child in my family...
it is lonely and bored..
but my cousins never made me feelthat way...
they make me smile..no matter
what the day brings me...
because...the happiness they give me
is larger than anything on earth...
love you guys!!!!


Kayshaa Emmqay

This very precious! :) n I will love them always :D

My paradise....

Back again. I told tht i’ll update about my bird nest soon. So this is my “bird nest”. My own hiding place / comfort zone. It is my heaven.

One of the view from my room. Very impressive structures n love the the whole location.

This is my room. The pink reflection is from the curtain. It really creates a very homey mood when I got up in the morning despite the fact that some time this colour is way too bright that I can't sleep till midday on my off day!

  This is my combined bed. hehe .. Two single bed = One queen sized bed ;)

My messy room. My room, My mess, My business! lol   

Cool view of KL city. Sadly I don't have a SLR to get sharp image. will get it soon :D

And that's all. There will be more to come. I get a great sunset view from my room. It is just that I won't be home by then to captured it. Will get it soon :)

Back Again n This Time ALIVE with Wonderful Stories! :)

So far this year has been one of the most unpredictable year in my life. Drastic changes took over now and then. Some was bad and some is really good. From January to May, it had been my worst nightmare of the year. And beginning of June I can already see good things happenings around me. From now on the positive side of me will take control of my life! N I'm all glad about it.

Bad job, sucky employer, family problems, unnecessary arguments in relationship n etc (the list goes on n on n on) were my bad experiences throughout the half of the year. And now, new job, relationship, new environment, recovery from family problems are some of the exciting elements that made this June the most anticipated month of the year 2011.

I’m working as Biomedical Technologist in Stemlife. It is my new job in very established company. Being a Biotechnology graduate, I really went through so many obstacles to get a suitable job for myself. I was unemployed for nearly 5 months before I was appointed as a Food Technologist.  For the truth, I know nuts about food industry or about the job scope. Due to my desperation I just took the job and there started my journey to hell! Working more than 12 hours per day, routine job, employer who does not care about worker’s welfare( not me but how she/he treated other workers), tremendously stupid company policy and rules and regulation and etc.

On the fifth month, I started finding for job ; Updated my resume and skills again. It took me around 3 weeks before I really get the type of job I wanted. And after successful interview and blood screening they (Stemlife) offered me the position. From that on, my life took a different direction. I got a chance to experience the Metropolitan lifestyle. Being in KL and working some where it only takes 5 mins to get to KLCC is superbly cool ( yeah, because my previous company located somewhat in hideous place where those who will come to visit me will definitely get lose). Kl sky scrapers such as KL tower, Twin Tower, Maxis and so on are neighborhood for my company! Aren’t that really cool?

 Now my day starts watching all these beautiful buildings standing high and undeniably gorgeous. It always motivates me to have high goals. I also have nice working colleagues, flexible working hours (but sometimes have to work on weekend too), ample of rest and off days and the most important thing is everyday is a learning day. I need to keep my imagination high again n of course refresh whatever I’ve learnt throughout my degree. I just love every element of my new job. Altogether it is like I have found my treasure after a rough journey.

The next blog will be about my coolest but expensive room. Hopefully I can upload all the pics J

My New Addiction

This Tamil song from movie named Sarvam had infected me as a viral fever. It just can't be taken out of my mind. I still can hear the music and visualized the scenes. It just sooooooooo romantic. I have an english translation too. It will be good if you can get the real meaning of the song. It just AWESOME. Enjoy :)