Happy New Year, 2012

Haha I wonder how some people can update their blogs daily. Definitely I’m a loser in this case. I can only do it so for 12 days (referring to my previous blog).

Thought of updating it every day to remember my last 31 days of 24. Neway, nothing special happens throughout the period. Had more conflicts and problems. The one best thing is my holiday plan is successful. I’m going to Langkawi for 4 days with my sister. 

It will definitely be a great escape for both of us! Can’t wait for it!!!!! I can already imagine the feel of breathing fresh air, walking along the sandy beach, sea breeze, sounds of waves, feel of the crystal clear water under my feet, breathtaking sunset. Oh! I really can’t wait for it already.

Hope everything goes well. Since it’s already 31/12/2011, I’m wishing everyone a Happy New Year. Have a AWESOME 2012! :D

12122011

Another sick day! I did nothing except taking enough rest. Slept well. And also find some time to do my slides for tomorrow's presentation! I thought of postpone it to some other day. But then again, what to delay?  I have my findings and the slides are prepared. So just do the best.

It has been more than a year since my last presentation. Most probably I would have lost all my skills. So tomorrow will be a good day for me to test it. Hopefully, I will be fit (physically) enough to do it.

Wish me luck!

08122011 - 11122011

Going through pretty bad health recently. Loss all my energy and appetite due to food poisoning. My body becoming very vulnerable to foreign matter. And seriously, I'm getting very weak. Hope to more bed rest. But that's impossible with working life. Took one day MC. But it's not doing any good. Hope to get well soon.

07122011

Such a tiring and exhausting day. A lot of things on pending. I got to work on two projects. First, to come up with standards of operation in Architec room (disease detection room). Second, from my Managing Director to do more research on the structures of amniotic membrane.

The first task is in drafting process. Tomorrow I have meeting with my supervisor and lab manager. Hope everything will go well. Later on I have to start my second task. The very interesting one :)

06122011

 Suffering from insomnia!  From last night. My eyes were wide awake till my alarm rang at 0530. I was very restless and tired. But surprisingly I had a really good and interesting day at work. First of all, we had few samples. So by 1200 we were settled with our processing.

 Later on, our Managing Director, Dato Sharon low pay a visit to lab. She brought a real human embryo sac just for us to get a better picture on how to withdraw cord blood from umbilical cord. It was thick tissues with lots of blood vessels. I actually touched (with gloves) and feel the structures of umbilical cord. It was very rubberish yet very strong. It really need sharp surgical scissors to cut it off. Besides, we also examine the amniotic membrane. It was as though it made of thick fibers plus mesh of flexible membranes. It was very stretchable and flexible. It really took quite force just to tear it off. Other than this, we examine placenta. It provides nutrient and oxygen to fetus during pregnancy. So, we can see a lot of thick tissues with lots of blood vessels. At one point, the structures look a bit like brain (but not as pale as brain).

Well being a Biomedical Technologist, doesn’t expose us to events behind the scenes especially the procedures involved in withdrawing blood from umbilical cord when the baby born. Hence, today experience was really great. It just makes me to appreciate the very nature of human being. I just wonder how much of force and pain a mother should have to go through during the labor pain. It really seems very scary now.

I was very excited and curious during the whole procedure. But only later on, I got the effect. I can’t have my food. I was kept on thinking about the structures. I felt a lump at my throat throughout the evening. Hahaha side effect I guess. Luckily, I was not a doctor.

05122011

Hahahaha! A Day for shopping!!! Finally, I had a day off after hectic four days of working. Really had a good sleep till midday J. Then, went to Jusco to buy groceries and also to look for pants. Surprisingly, I figured out today that I’m lose a lot lately especially on the lower part of the body! I’m losing my ASS, which once WAS my asset!!!!!! None of the slim cut pants looks nicer without nice butt! 

Somewhat by end of the day, I had found 2 suitable pants for casual and office wear. Need to prepare for tomorrow work (mentally). One day off is not enough for me. I’m really hope that  I can do more on-calls starting from next months which is better than my noon or morning shift. Can get extra 100 bucks. Oh, talking about money, I remembered something! I need to do my budget for this month. huhuhu

04122011

  

Bad day altogether! (I’m wondering why there are continues bad events taking place from the moment I started this countdown!) Insecurities and misunderstandings are the major culprits in my relationship. Had few problems lately. Seriously, don’t know how to handle it. Taking one step at a time. Sometimes I wish I could escape from all of this.

Woke up feeling bad. And I was frustrated that I got to work on Sunday as well. So as usual I get ready to work. At LRT station a foreigner (Bangladeshi, I assume) was acting weirdly! He was neither a student nor worker. He was wearing formally. So I thought he was going to church or etc. Suddenly he came little bit closer and was staring at my handbag. The place was very crowded. So somewhat I braved myself and stay close to a group of students.

In the train, he was continuously staring at me and my bag. It was so obvious that people around me started to notice. Once I reached my station, KLCC I quickly try to get down. I felt someone was pushing from behind. I hold on to my handbag tightly. As soon as I came out of train, a passenger from the train itself (male) pushed that foreigner claiming that he was the one who pushed the crowd. Sooner it turns out to be a fight! Without delaying I quickly mixed with a huge crowd just to get away from this stranger.

Once I got out of the station, I took a deep breath. Luckily, the fight took place! It gave me a chance to escape! If it otherwise, I could not imagine what would have happen. Worst come to worst, he would have snatched my bag or ………..

I really hope I could forget all this and have a good night rest hoping that tomorrow will be a good day for me. (crossing my fingers)

03122011

Pretty bad day!

1.        Went late for work due to some technical problem with the LRT ~sign of bad day ahead.

2.       16 samples but only 2 people working L.  Start processing around 0730 and everything completed at 1600. Yes, and that’s working without any breakfast o lunch break! Felt so exhausted that I can’t able to stand a minute after 1600.

3.       Thought of checking out sales in Suria KLCC (pretty good offer), but it was a huge crowd everywhere due to UMNO meeting! So plan cancelled!

Good thing

1.       Took a week off starting from 1^st January till 7^th January

2.       Planning for a holiday in Krabi or Phuket. Yeay!

Countdown to my 25th b'day - 02122011

Exactly, 30 days from now on, I will be 25 years old! Like freaking 25! How I wish I can stop aging (just like Bella) at the age of 24. Or at least I hope my biological clock will stop! ! What I had achieved so far? A lot of things are buzzing in m mind now!

The only thing I had achieved at the age of 24 is finding a perfect career. A career which I loved and had passion since I’m 17. But I know I had developed and changed the way I think. Although it is not something everyone can see in a glance. 

Working life had taught me to be tough, independent, creative and etc. I was so naïve when I first started my working life. But now, I know which trail to follow, who to believe and what to do. Frankly speaking I’m looking for more challenges in my working life. And that what exactly I’m expecting more in coming years to strengthen myself and broaden my thinking. Got a task for the moment! Hope to excel well.

There are so much of differences me at the age of 23 and me the age of 24. So I’m going to note down each and everything that will happen in my last thirty days of 24. Hopefully it will be exciting and be something memorable!